was about time i changed the entry here...silvianna is a rp character i play and the lyrics are aaaaaaaaaaaaall by melissa etheridge.

Describe yourself.
Mama I'm strange
The thoughts and the wants are the locks
On the back of my brain
I'm descending pretending I'm blending
I'm going insane
And they want me to change
Mama I'm strange

Describe your friends.
You can't take a trip
If you don't first say goodbye
You can't find a star
If you don't look look up in the sky
You can't find the light
If you don't know where the dark ends
And you can't change the heroes and friends

Describe your previous relationship
My mind's a burnin' hell
I got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin'
My heart apart as well
Tonight you told me
That you ache for something new

Describe your family.
Mothers tell your children
Be quick you must be strong
Life is full of wonder
Love is never wrong
Remember how they taught you
How much of it was fear
Refuse to hand it down
The legacy stops here

Describe what you think people feel when they're with you.
Walking on the edge of rage and understanding
Between the black and the white
This child is so angry
Alone here tonight
Alarming desperation

Describe how you feel about love.
We laughed and drank in the jukebox light
And we tore the rug in that downtown dive
Every Saturday night
For fifty cents we'd dance all night long
And each new tune we said that's our song
Oh it felt so right

Describe your view on life.
I am in the big top
On the live wire
Under the gun
Over the fire
I'd swim up so high
Like a swan I would dive
But someone took my net and then they buried me alive
And the crowd screams for more, encore, encore

Describe your dream.
Find the place where light shines on my reflection
A place where I can stand upon my own
Not down on my knees
Until then please

Describe something you hate.
But they tortured and burned you
They beat you and they tied you
They left you cold and breathing
For love they crucified you
I can't forget hard as I try
This silhouette against the sky
Scarecrow crying
Waiting to die wondering why
Scarecrow trying
Angels will hold carry your soul away

Describe your current appearance.
It's been years since they told her about it
The darkness her body possessed
And the scars are still there in the mirror
Everyday that she gets herself dressed
Though the pain is miles and miles behind her
And the fear is now a docile beast
If you ask her why she is still running
She'll tell you it makes her complete

Describe your life.
If I could tranquilize
I might just vaporize
They couldn't supervise
They couldn't criticize
I have no evidence
I have no reverence
It makes no difference
I have no innocence

Describe something that inspires you.
I could never hide this little light of mine
If God made a mistake then I should die before I wake
Maybe it's my fate to swim against this tide
Swallowing my pride

Some last "wise" words.
You can't light a spark
If you don't first carry a flame
You can't take the weight
Of a single ounce of shame
You can't change the signal
Just the message tht it sends